UNIVERSITY OF RESISTANCE TO STEP Postgraduate
Someone once told me that there should be a thesis on resistance to finish the thesis. Who was he was right. I took me a lot, and I know lots of people who also have. There are all sorts of pretexts to abandon the thesis: "I'm leaving some ideas mature," "my work does not allow me much time to write," "maybe if I had a job, you could set a schedule for doing the thesis," I have no clear-minded, better morning I applied, and that tomorrow may be delayed so that when you finally applied, as has the age of Methuselah. Others do not know, but I was distressed to sit down to write, sometimes, to write a paragraph, I imagined that my fictitious Synod (not yet elected the real) as read with a negative gesture, as if to say: "how little masters the theme this girl. " Total
I finished my thesis and my exam went very well. And yet, when I start to understand why I resisted it both on the course. I tell you: while I was in college, I thought, "when you leave I'll do this and that." Now I'm out, that is: it's time to do this, that or something else. Some relatives come, they say, "find a stable job, borrow money, buy a car and a house (funny how the family pressure on behalf of my being, I generated a great deal of unhappiness.)" Are coming friends, "runs to the doctorate," founded a publishing house, "why not go into an NGO, "" could be copywriter "," teaching is your thing, "" sell herbalife. "And I'm left stranded, not knowing where to go.
Sartre was wrong to state that freedom produces great anxiety, because in the end, neither the family nor friends, or opt for a society, we are condemned to be free to choose. But freedom is also a happy experience. While I'm that Cuba during the Special Period, in the last few days I think, as something new, it's me, I have options, I'm not forced to do what others do or expect me to do. I read about astronomy, philosophy and history. I want to write a story that is called The Junkman. I want to save. I monificar Paquita la del barrio with its shiny dress. I want to do a master connected to politics. I want my life not just contemplative. And all this love I'm glad, because what I want.
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